Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
The World of Tomorrow
It's a whole mess of scary, exciting, and brokeness on the horizon as I realized that I graduate in December. Real life, rather than this silly college variant, is just around the bend and I still don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. If I do go back for my master's, I need a year-off from school to cool down. Period. After 18 straight years of school, I could use a definite break.
The thought of moving away and chasing after something I want to do is frightening, dashes my hopes, and leaves me thinking I'm not good enough at whatever it is I want to do, be it writing, music, or acting.
..but that fear means I really want to do it, so that's a start. Ideally, that drive will be enough for me to overcome said fear if that's the case.
...or I could crash in a flaming-fucking-wreck, but at least it'll be a fun ride down.
The thought of moving away and chasing after something I want to do is frightening, dashes my hopes, and leaves me thinking I'm not good enough at whatever it is I want to do, be it writing, music, or acting.
..but that fear means I really want to do it, so that's a start. Ideally, that drive will be enough for me to overcome said fear if that's the case.
...or I could crash in a flaming-fucking-wreck, but at least it'll be a fun ride down.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Caba-great!
"Presentation is half the battle... and, my dear, I specialize in massacres."
After completing my senior thesis on National Socialism Propaganda and its public sentiment during the era, I decided to tackle another decidedly German topic for what may quite possibly be my final 10 page college paper ever: German cabaret under the Nazi regime. It should be an entertaining deviation from other individuals' paper topics. I'm hoping to win the most sextastically-political essay award... should KU invent such a thing within the next few weeks.
To my artistic side; please be patient with me until I've finished this final scholarly work. I promise I'll pick you back up and make use of the microphone I bought specifically for you. I'll take you more inspirational places once the semester's over, too.
To Colorado; my ass is visiting whether you like it or not, along with the rest of me. See above.
After completing my senior thesis on National Socialism Propaganda and its public sentiment during the era, I decided to tackle another decidedly German topic for what may quite possibly be my final 10 page college paper ever: German cabaret under the Nazi regime. It should be an entertaining deviation from other individuals' paper topics. I'm hoping to win the most sextastically-political essay award... should KU invent such a thing within the next few weeks.
To my artistic side; please be patient with me until I've finished this final scholarly work. I promise I'll pick you back up and make use of the microphone I bought specifically for you. I'll take you more inspirational places once the semester's over, too.
To Colorado; my ass is visiting whether you like it or not, along with the rest of me. See above.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)